Author: oshoabhi

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Sannyas…the most significant failure!

OSHO says “There is always a great conflict between the master & disciple and the disciple is fortunate & blessed only if the Master wins.”

i understood a certain dimension of these words from the Master. To me this conflict is deep down between the heart & the head, between the feeling & the thoughts. A heart full of love & trust for the master naturally surrenders and really then the Master can work on the disciple but the mind always wants to create doubt and question the heart as the language of feeling and love does not seem rational..this is the real conflict…the conflict between the heart & the head. This i experienced while taking Sannyas. It is this day i really felt deep down that i am ready to take Sannyas but the mind wanted to postpone it. So i planned that i will take it when i visit India 6 months from the day when i felt like taking Sannyas. Now this is ridiculous that i was planning for Sannyas. Fortunately during the Sannyas celebration when the Master’s presence was stronger that the heart overpowered the mind, it wasn’t a decision rather the dropping of indecisiveness or doubt or mind. The Master won…the trust & love for the Master won…the head failed and Sannyas happened. This was the most significant failure of my life that left me blessed.

This also was the expansion of the word “Trust” for me. It is after taking Sannyas that i realized that if i could not trust Sannyas, how could i say i trust the Master?

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The Meaning of Om as i understood it

om-imageAs I was taking a shower after a morning dynamic meditation, it came to my mind the meaning of the mantra “Om”. Om consists of two words – Oo and Mmm. When you chant “Om” you start with Ooo and automatically the Mmmm sound follows it and the sound becomes unified into one sound “Om” instead of two. This you may already know. I could see that these two words represent the dualities of the mind. Just like two words “Ooo” and “Mmm” are half and when combined lead to the total, unified mantra “Om”…that is exactly the nature of the mind. Mind operates like a duality, like a pendulum going from “Ooo” to “Mmm” and back and forth but never together. Mind always thinks in terms of good or bad, happiness or sadness, success or failure, and so on…When this duality disappears, then the wholeness of “Om” or call it enlightenment.

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Karobari maan…

Tu hi karobar karta raha…tu hi dukhi hota raha…tuhi khush hota raha…tuhi thik aur galat ka faisla karta raha…..mai tera itna aadi ho gaya ki bhul hi gaya ki tu to sirf mera sevak mai…ab soochta hu tujse doori bada hi lu…taki tujpe nazar rakh saaku..

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Do Raaste…

Do Raaste hai yaha….ek to rasta jata hai pagalpan ki aur…jo maan ka raasta hai..

aur ek rasta jata hai param anand ki aur….jo tumhara swabhav hai…jo maan ke par hai…

maaje ki baat yeh hai ki jitna tum jaate ho pagalpan ki taraf, utni hi matra mai tum param anand ki taraf jaate ho…baas ek chalang maarne ki jaroorat hai…..bas guru ke prem se aapne patra bharne ki deri hai…..aur utna prem, utna avkas, utni jagah mil jae to ek shan mai chalang lag sakti hai…

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Phool Aur Kaate

dekho kitne phool khile hai yaha…kya tum kaato pe nazar lagai bethe ho..
chand taare hai yaha, suraj hai yaha, pakshi geet ga rahe hai madhur…
charo taraf woh hariyali sa chhaya hua hai..kya tum kaato pe nazar lagai bethe ho..
kya tum aapne sapno mai ulje hue ho…ab to jaago…ab to maaro…maaro hai jogi maaro..maran hai mitha..

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God is space, God is freedom!

Today when i was meditating, i suddenly felt few moments when my mind was silent and in those moments, an unknown energy was making it’s way into me. It felt like it was always there within but it will never interfere in my business. It will only appear when i am available, willing and aware to let it in. Then there were moments when thoughts came and i felt the unknown disappeared immediately.

From this experience, i understood two things –

  • God is space, an empty space when my mind is no more…God makes his presence and existence felt
  • God is freedom – the minute my mind starts working…his presence is no more…he does not bother to interfere rather gives me full freedom to do what i want to do.
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The Gap

There is no message in my words…nothing at all…Instead look in between the words…that is where i am flowing directly, profoundly, totally, nakedly into you…the “gap” is my utmost penetration into your being. Words are only a reason to keep you silent so that i can make use of the gaps in between.

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Aye mere maan…tera kya bharosa kare

ऐ मेरे मन तेरा क्या भरोसा करेँ…तेरी मान के ही चले..यह सोच कर कि तू सहारा है…लेकिन पाया कि तूने ही हमेँ भटकाया है…ए मेरे मन तेरा क्या भरोसा करेँ.

हमने सोचा यही कि तू बड़ा सफर करवा रहा है..थोड़ा सा ठहर कर देखा…तो पाया कि तू यहीँ के यहीँ गोल चक्कर घूमा रहा है. तू ही सुझाव देता रहा, तू ही ठीक और गलत बताता रहा, हमेँ दो घड़ी ठहर ने भी नहीँ दिया. तूने विचारोँ का ऐसा धुंआ उठाया की आँखेँ होते हुए भी मेँ अंधा हो गया..इसी अंधेपन का तू ने फ़ायदा उठा लिया…ऐ मेरे मन तेरा क्या भरोसा करेँ.

धीरे धीरे करके तुने हर घड़ी पर अपना कब्जा जमा लिया…मालिक कौ अंधा बना दिया है…ऐ मेरे मन तेरा क्या भरोसा करेँ.

(English-Hindi Version)

Aye mere maan…tera kya bharosa kare…teri maan kehi chale….yeh sooch kar ki tu sahara hai lekin paaya ke tune hi haame bhatkaya hai…aye mere maan…tera kya bharose kaare..

haamne soocha yehi ki tu bada safar karva raha hai…paaya ki tu yehi ke yehi gol chaakar gooma raha hai…..

tu hi sujav deta raha, tu hi thik aur galat batata raha…haame do ghadi theher ne bhi na diya…

tuune vicharo ka aisa dhuva uthaya ki aakhe hote hue bhi, mai aandha ho gaya…isi aandhepan ka tune fayda utha liya…Aye mere maan…tera kya bharosa kare..

dhere dhere karke tuune har ghadi pe apna kabja jaama liya…maalik ko aandha bana diya…aye mere maan tera kya bharosa kaare….