Phool Aur Kaate

dekho kitne phool khile hai yaha…kya tum kaato pe nazar lagai bethe ho..
chand taare hai yaha, suraj hai yaha, pakshi geet ga rahe hai madhur…
charo taraf woh hariyali sa chhaya hua hai..kya tum kaato pe nazar lagai bethe ho..
kya tum aapne sapno mai ulje hue ho…ab to jaago…ab to maaro…maaro hai jogi maaro..maran hai mitha..

God is space, God is freedom!

Today when i was meditating, i suddenly felt few moments when my mind was silent and in those moments, an unknown energy was making it’s way into me. It felt like it was always there within but it will never interfere in my business. It will only appear when i am available, willing and aware to let it in. Then there were moments when thoughts came and i felt the unknown disappeared immediately.

From this experience, i understood two things –

  • God is space, an empty space when my mind is no more…God makes his presence and existence felt
  • God is freedom – the minute my mind starts working…his presence is no more…he does not bother to interfere rather gives me full freedom to do what i want to do.

The Gap

There is no message in my words…nothing at all…Instead look in between the words…that is where i am flowing directly, profoundly, totally, nakedly into you…the “gap” is my utmost penetration into your being. Words are only a reason to keep you silent so that i can make use of the gaps in between.

Aye mere maan…tera kya bharosa kare

ऐ मेरे मन तेरा क्या भरोसा करेँ…तेरी मान के ही चले..यह सोच कर कि तू सहारा है…लेकिन पाया कि तूने ही हमेँ भटकाया है…ए मेरे मन तेरा क्या भरोसा करेँ.

हमने सोचा यही कि तू बड़ा सफर करवा रहा है..थोड़ा सा ठहर कर देखा…तो पाया कि तू यहीँ के यहीँ गोल चक्कर घूमा रहा है. तू ही सुझाव देता रहा, तू ही ठीक और गलत बताता रहा, हमेँ दो घड़ी ठहर ने भी नहीँ दिया. तूने विचारोँ का ऐसा धुंआ उठाया की आँखेँ होते हुए भी मेँ अंधा हो गया..इसी अंधेपन का तू ने फ़ायदा उठा लिया…ऐ मेरे मन तेरा क्या भरोसा करेँ.

धीरे धीरे करके तुने हर घड़ी पर अपना कब्जा जमा लिया…मालिक कौ अंधा बना दिया है…ऐ मेरे मन तेरा क्या भरोसा करेँ.


(English-Hindi Version)

Aye mere maan…tera kya bharosa kare…teri maan kehi chale….yeh sooch kar ki tu sahara hai lekin paaya ke tune hi haame bhatkaya hai…aye mere maan…tera kya bharose kaare..

haamne soocha yehi ki tu bada safar karva raha hai…paaya ki tu yehi ke yehi gol chaakar gooma raha hai…..

tu hi sujav deta raha, tu hi thik aur galat batata raha…haame do ghadi theher ne bhi na diya…

tuune vicharo ka aisa dhuva uthaya ki aakhe hote hue bhi, mai aandha ho gaya…isi aandhepan ka tune fayda utha liya…Aye mere maan…tera kya bharosa kare..

dhere dhere karke tuune har ghadi pe apna kabja jaama liya…maalik ko aandha bana diya…aye mere maan tera kya bharosa kaare….